I have found myself traveling back and fourth to Washington but this isn't an entry for the travel blog. I'm taking care of my Dad. I will leave it at that.
Amidst the stress of this, there is a weird transition from being taken care of to care taking and the losing of the strong male figure that propped up a big part of my security net. It's making me think about the men in my life a lot--who they are to me, who I've wanted them to be, tried to force them to be, tried to let them be and who they will be from now on.